Tuesday, April 30, 2019

Book Riot's 2019 Read Harder Challenge - April Update: Lumberjanes, Vol. 2: Friendship to the Max & Le Morte d'Arthur

How is April already over?  Anyway, now that means that I've completed 8 out of 24 books of Book Riot's 2019 Read Harder Challenge!  The tasks I completed  this month required me to read a comic by an LGBTQIA creator and a book written in prison.  For the tasks, I selected Lumberjanes, Vol. 2: Friendship to the Max by Noelle Stevenson and Le Morte d'Arthur by Thomas Mallory.  Read on to see my mini reviews and what's next for May:

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Lumberjanes by Noelle Stevenson is absolutely delightful. The sense of humor, rollicking adventure, and air of mystery is a real treat. I cannot wait to continue on with this series - I honestly don't know why I haven't already. I also think I need to read everything from Stevenson ever. Thank you to Book Riot's 2019 Read Harder Challenge for giving me the opportunity to read this.

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King Arthur and Merlin are some of my favorite characters yet somehow I had never read this book. Now I can officially say that it's definitely worth reading. Yes, it is very long, repetitive, meandering, and featuring many character with similar names, but it is still incredibly magical to explore for the first time. Now I feel like digging into more stories featuring the King Arthur, Merlin, and the Knights of the Round Table.

Next Up For May:

A humor book

My choice: The Hundred Year Old Man Who Climbed Out of the Window and Disappeared by Jonas Jonasson - I just happened to see the movie adaptation trailer a little while ago and it inspired me to look up the book.  Either way, both look hilarious.

A book by a journalist or about journalism

My choice: In Cold Blood by Truman Capote - This is another one I'm surprised that I haven't already read.  I've seen the 1967 film adaptation and I've heard a lot it to begin with.  I'm looking forward to the novel and I'm glad this challenge has given me the opportunity.

Have you read any of these books?  Are you participating in the Read Harder Challenge this year, or have you in the past?  As always, thanks for visiting my blog and perhaps even commenting down below!

Top Ten Tuesday: Inspirational Book Quotes

Happy Tuesday everyone!  Welcome to the Top Ten Tuesday now hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl.  This week's topic is Inspirational Book Quotes.  A few of these aren't from books, but I still decided to include them.  Here we go, in no particular order:

“Don't think or judge, just listen.” ― Sarah Dessen, Just Listen

“We believe in ordinary acts of bravery, in the courage that drives one person to stand up for another.” ― Veronica Roth, Divergent

“Be the change that you wish to see in the world.” ― Mahatma Gandhi

“Courage. Kindness. Friendship. Character. These are the qualities that define us as human beings, and propel us, on occasion, to greatness.” ― R.J. Palacio, Wonder

“For me, becoming isn’t about arriving somewhere or achieving a certain aim. I see it instead as forward motion, a means of evolving, a way to reach continuously toward a better self. The journey doesn’t end.” ― Michelle Obama, Becoming

“Difficult" and "impossible" are cousins often mistaken for one another, with very little in common.” ― Scott Lynch, Red Seas Under Red Skies

“Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.” ― Oscar Wilde

“In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.” ― Robert Frost

“I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.” ― Thomas A. Edison

“What is the point of being alive if you don't at least try to do something remarkable?” ― John Green, An Abundance of Katherines

What are some of you favorite quotes?  As always, thanks for visiting my blog and perhaps even commenting down below!

Monday, April 29, 2019

Music Monday: Shaed

Happy Monday everyone and welcome back to Music Monday! Let's share some songs we've been enjoying lately!  If you would like to play and I really hope you do, please see the rules and link up below.


Every Monday share a few songs you've been enjoying lately.  It doesn't have to be a specific genre, new, or one of your favorites - just something you'd like to share with others.  If possible, share a music or lyric video of the song and your thoughts on the song(s), artist(s), and/or music video(s).

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This week I'm spotlighting the music of SHAED.  And yes, I totally started listening to them because of that Apple commercial.  I'm just glad I've started hearing them on the radio.  The songs I'm sharing today are Trampoline and Melt.  Have you listened to this band before?

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Friday, April 26, 2019

The Friday 56 (With Book Beginnings): Double Down (Lois Lane #2) by Gwenda Bond + 50/50 Friday

On Friday's I take part in three weekly link ups - The Friday 56, hosted by Freda's Voice, Book Beginnings, hosted by Rose City Reader, and 50/50 Friday is a new weekly link up and it is hosted by Carrie @ The Butterfly Reader and Laura @ Blue Eye Books. For The Friday 56, you choose a book, a book you have just finished, a book you are about to start, your current read, and share a line or a few lines that grab you (but don't spoil anything) from page 56 or 56% of the way through the ebook. Post it and share your post's url on Freda's most recent Friday 56 post. As for Book Beginnings, you share the first sentence or so and your initial thoughts, impressions, or whatever else it inspires, and then link up your post's url with Rose City Reader. Then, for 50/50 Friday, every week there's a new topic featuring two sides of the same coin - you share a book that suits each category and link up on the hosts blogs.

Happy Friday everyone!  Today, I'm sharing seventh read (selected by drawing the name from my Baby Groot planter) for the My Own Books Reading Challenge which is being hosted by Anne @ My Head is Full of BooksDouble Down (Lois Lane #2) by Gwenda Bond.  I read book one years ago, but I remember that I enjoyed it at the time and I'm glad to be jumping back into the series now.  I'm only a few chapters in, but it's definitely started off strong.


"You lost?" the man asked.  He had a zillion wrinkles, and he was wearing a hat that would suit an old-fashioned detective.


I pulled out some money and turned to collect the rest from the back seat.

50/50 Friday: Best/ Worst Read Of April

Best - Educated by Tara Westover - If you haven't read this memoir, you're missing out.  I can't wait read more from her in the future.

Least - The Master of Dreams (The Dreamscape Trilogy #1) by Mike Resnick - This sounded so cool, but it just never clicked for me.

Have you read any of these books?  What are you reading this weekend?  As always, thanks for visiting my blog and perhaps even commenting down below!

Thursday, April 25, 2019

Devour Your TBR - ContemporApril Wrap Up & Moody May TBR

Happy Thursday everyone!  This year I've decided to take part in Devour Your TBR which is hosted by Kathy @ Books and Munches and destiny.  Each month the Goodreads Group for the challenge dedicated to knocking out our ever growing TBRs comes up with a themed challenge.  For April the theme was ContemporApril (all about adult or YA contemporary novels) and I selected six books which you can see in the photo above.  Keep reading to see my thoughts on the books in the order that I read them, and also my potential TBR for Moody May (all about mood reading).

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All the Rage by Courtney Summers is one of the rawest novels I've read in a long time.  It tackles intense and dark topics, but it is more than worth your time.  Courtney Summers' writing is very natural and flows well.  On top of everything else, I also appreciated the core mystery.  A fair warning, you may need a stress ball to squeeze and a paper bag to breathe into during your read and after you complete it.  Now, I know I need to read Sadie.

I read this novel on April 18, 2019 and my review is also on Goodreads.

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I don't know why I put off Allegedly by Tiffany D. Jackson. It's an incredibly powerful read and it's totally messed up. It's painful and enraging in the best ways. Well, not for Mary I mean. The hand she's been dealt is truly horrible and unfair. Jackson's writing while on the slower side it is quite engrossing, addicting, and difficult. You won't want to miss a second of it. I need to read more from this author.

I read this novel from April 19 - 23, 2019 and my review is also on Goodreads.

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Ten Things I Hate About Me by Randa Abdel-Fattah is my second book by Randa Abdel-Fattah and I can easily say that I preferred this novel to Does My Head Look Big In This. Yes, Jamie/ Jamilah is kind of annoying and self-centered but it's intriguing to follow her journey of self discovery and acceptance.  I appreciated that she sounds just like a regular fifteen year old.  I'm not from Australia and I'm not that familiar with the situations that are covered here, so I'm sure I missed some of the nuances.  Honestly, I think I could have appreciated Jamilah more if I had read this when I was much younger.

I read this novel on April 6, 2019 and my review is also on Goodreads.

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I'm so glad I decided to read more from Nina LaCour after reading Everything Leads To You.  I've only read two books from her now, but she's up there with my favorite YA contemporary authors like Becky Albertalli, Rainbow Rowell, John Green, David Levithan, and Adam Silvera.  We Are Okay by Nina LaCour features a structure that jumps back and forth in time which makes you want to learn more about the characters and their story.  Even though it's short it was quite easy to get attached to the cast.  It's  gut wrenching in the best ways.  I totally needed a tissue after that - and much more from LaCour.

I read this novel on April 1, 2019 and my review is also on Goodreads.

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What If It's Us by Becky Albertalli & Adam Silvera is an absolute must-read YA contemporary novel.  Becky Albertalli and Adam Silvera certainly make a fantastic writing team.  I loved getting to know Arthur and Ben as well as the side characters.  They all really hop of the page, don't they.  As much as I enjoyed the story, it's a bit too much of a romance for my tastes.  I don't know if Arthur and Ben would have staying power as a couple all things considered.  Maybe it's just me, but Arthur is a bit too *much*.  If we met in real life, he would probably grate on my nerves pretty quickly.  Ben, though, is another story - I don't say things like this often, but he's so stinking adorable.  Overall, this novel is a pretty great collaboration.  If you're a fan of these incredibly talented authors I have a feeling you'll love it.  I can't wait to read more from either of them in the future.

I read this novel on April 11, 2019 and my review is also on Goodreads.

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100 Sideways Miles is my least favorite of Andrew Smith's books that I've read so far. I enjoy the author's off-the-wall writing style, and if you're a fan of his I still recommend picking it up. Fair warning: Cade is incredibly irritating. Finn though definitely grows on you, if you give him the chance.

I read this novel from April 15 - 17, 2019 and my review is also on Goodreads.

My Potential Moody May TBR:

The City of Brass (The Daevabad Trilogy #1) by S.A. Chakraborty - I've been looking forward to this for ages and I need to finally pick it up.

The Kingdom of Copper (The Daevabad Trilogy #2) by S.A. Chakraborty - I can't wait to dive into the sequel right after I finish book one.

The 100-Year-Old Man Who Climbed Out the Window and Disappeared (The Hundred-Year-Old Man #1) by Jonas Jonasson - This is actually one of my Read Harder Challenge books, but it sounds like it will be perfect for the month of May.

The Exploits of Sherlock Holmes by Adrian Conan Doyle and John Dickson Carr - Honestly, I'm always in the mood for Sherlock Holmes.

The Wicked King (The Folk of the Air #2) by Holly Black- This is going to awesome!

The Poppy War (The Poppy War #1) by R.F. Kuang - I've heard so many great things about this one and I can't wait to read it.

Everless (Everless #1) by Sara Holland - I love the sound of the premise for this series opener.

Sherlock Holmes: My Life and Crimes by Michael Hardwick - Like I said, I'm always in the mood for Holmes.

Congrats if you've made it this far!  Have you read any of these books?  If so, what did you think of them?  As always, thanks for visiting my blog and perhaps even commenting down below!

Tuesday, April 23, 2019

Top Ten Tuesday: First Books I Reviewed On Goodreads

Happy Tuesday everyone!  Welcome to the Top Ten Tuesday now hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl.  This week's topic is First Books I Reviewed.  I'm narrowing the topic down further to first ten books I reviewed on Goodreads.  The titles are linked to my Goodreads review.  Here we go, in alphabetical order:

City of Bones (The Mortal Instruments #1) by Cassandra Clare

Clockwork Angel (The Infernal Devices #1) by Cassandra Clare

Divergent (Divergent #1) by Veronica Roth

Good Omens by Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman

The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman

The Lightning Thief (Percy Jackson and the Olympians #1) by Rick Riordan

The Road by Cormac McCarthy

The Scorpio Races by Maggie Stiefvater

Soulless (The Parasol Protectorate #1) by Gail Carriger

Wonderstruck by Brian Selznick

Have you read any of these books?  What are some of the first books you've reviewed?  As always, thanks for visiting my blog and perhaps even commenting down below!

Monday, April 22, 2019

Music Monday: Young The Giant

Happy Monday everyone and welcome back to Music Monday! Let's share some songs we've been enjoying lately!  If you would like to play and I really hope you do, please see the rules and link up below.


Every Monday share a few songs you've been enjoying lately.  It doesn't have to be a specific genre, new, or one of your favorites - just something you'd like to share with others.  If possible, share a music or lyric video of the song and your thoughts on the song(s), artist(s), and/or music video(s).

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This week I'm spotlighting the music of one of my recent favorite bands, Young The Giant.  I don't remember where I first heard their music, but I know I fell in love with their sound right away.  Have you heard Superposition or Tightrope?

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Sunday, April 21, 2019

Sunday Funday: ARC Mini Reviews - Soul Remains & D-Day Girls

Happy Sunday everyone!  Today I'm sharing three ARC mini reviews with you: Soul Remains (Terribly Serious Darkness Series #2) by Sam Hooker (ARC) - Review (available April 23rd, 2019) and D-Day Girls by Sarah Rose  (available April 23rd, 2019).  Thank you very much to NetGalley for providing me with these ARCs in exchange for my honest reviews.  Read on to see my thoughts on these two books:

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Soul Remains by Sam Hooker is a good follow up to Peril in the Old Country. This time the Old Country is in danger and Sloot just might be the hero the people deserve. There's just one small thing before Sloot can begin his adventures - he's a ghost. That's right Sloot is dead, but he's still just as willing (but incompetent) to save his home. Just like in the previous installment my favorite aspect is the absurd sense of humor that's totally worthy of Monty Python, Douglas Adams, and Terry Pratchett. It's definitely not for everyone, but I thought it mostly hit all the right notes. My only real issue is that sometimes way to much is going on which breaks up the main story. I'm looking forward to more of Sloot's adventures in the future - I mean, that has to be more after that ending.

I read this ARC from April 13 - 14, 2019 and my review can also be found on Goodreads.

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D-Day Girls by Sarah Rose is a fantastic work of nonfiction about the British female spies who sabotaged the Nazis during WWII including Odette Sansom, Lise de Baissac, and Andrée Borrel. These women risked their lives to assure an Allied victory in Europe. They did everything from derail trains, blow up weapons caches, destroy power and phone lines, as well as gather crucial intelligence for the British. Their stories are absolutely fascinating and truly engaging. I appreciated the level of detail that has gone into this history book and just how skillfully it has been written and researched. If you enjoyed Duel of Wits by Peter Churchill (a memoir from Odette Sanson's secret agent husband), Code Name Verity by Elizabeth Wein, White Rose by Kip Wilson, or are interested in historical fiction, and spy novels, I expect you'll be hooked on D-Day Girls: The Spies Who Armed the Resistance, Sabotaged the Nazis, and Helped Win World War II by Sarah Rose.

I read this ARC on April 14, 2019 and my review is also on Goodreads.

Have you read or are you planning on reading these two books?  As always, thanks for visiting my blog and perhaps even commenting down below!

Friday, April 19, 2019

The Friday 56 (With Book Beginnings): All The Crooked Saints by Maggie Stiefvater + 50/50 Friday

On Friday's I take part in three weekly link ups - The Friday 56, hosted by Freda's Voice, Book Beginnings, hosted by Rose City Reader, and 50/50 Friday is a new weekly link up and it is hosted by Carrie @ The Butterfly Reader and Laura @ Blue Eye Books. For The Friday 56, you choose a book, a book you have just finished, a book you are about to start, your current read, and share a line or a few lines that grab you (but don't spoil anything) from page 56 or 56% of the way through the ebook. Post it and share your post's url on Freda's most recent Friday 56 post. As for Book Beginnings, you share the first sentence or so and your initial thoughts, impressions, or whatever else it inspires, and then link up your post's url with Rose City Reader. Then, for 50/50 Friday, every week there's a new topic featuring two sides of the same coin - you share a book that suits each category and link up on the hosts blogs.

Happy Friday everyone!  Today, I'm sharing fifth read (selected by drawing the name from my Baby Groot planter) for the My Own Books Reading Challenge which is being hosted by Anne @ My Head is Full of Books, All the Crooked Saints by Maggie Stiefvater.  I'll admit, I'd been putting this off for awhile even though I know it's going to be good (and it is so far).  I do know that I need more of Maggie Stiefvater's voice in my life.


You can hear a miracle a long way after dark.


Squinting against the brightness, she discovered that several owls had gathered on the rim above her head, their talons making familiar scratching sounds against the metal.

50/50 Friday: Character Most/ Least Likely To Laugh At An Inappropriate Time

Most - Ronan Lynch from The Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater - I thought I'd stick with this author and I can definitely see Ronan doing this of any of her characters.

Least - Mr. Gray from The Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater - He quickly became one of my favorites and he definitely has great humorous moments even after everything he's done, but of everyone he strikes me as least likely to do this.

What are you reading this weekend?  As always, thanks for visiting and perhaps even commenting down below!

Wednesday, April 17, 2019

The Hierophant's Daughter by M.F. Sullivan - Blog Tour, Excerpt, and Giveaway

I'm very excited to welcome you all to my leg of the The Hierophant's Daughter blog tour, hosted by Rockstar Book Tours!  Today, you'll find the details and summary for this novel, an excerpt, an about the author, M.F. Sullivan, a giveaway, and the blog tour schedule.  Thanks for visiting my stop on this blog tour!

About The Book:
Title: THE HIEROPHANT'S DAUGHTER (The Disgraced Martyr Trilogy #1)
Author: M.F. Sullivan
Pub. Date: May 19, 2019
Publisher: Painted Blind Publishing
Formats: Hardcover, Paperback, eBook
Pages: 286
Find it: Goodreads, Amazon, Kindle, B&N, TBD

Race through the bloodbath in this first volume of a horrific cyberpunk tahgmahr you can't afford to miss. What would you sacrifice to survive?
By 4042 CE, the Hierophant and his Church have risen to political dominance with his cannibalistic army of genetically modified humans: martyrs. In an era when mankind's intergenerational cold wars against their long-lived predators seem close to running hot, the Holy Family is poised on the verge of complete planetary control. It will take a miracle to save humanity from extinction.
It will also take a miracle to resurrect the wife of 331-year-old General Dominia di Mephitoli, who defects during martyr year 1997 AL in search of Lazarus, the one man rumored to bring life to the dead. With the Hierophant's Project Black Sun looming over her head, she has little choice but to believe this Lazarus is really all her new friends say he is--assuming he exists at all--and that these companions of hers are really able to help her. From the foulmouthed Japanese prostitute with a few secrets of her own to the outright sapient dog who seems to judge every move, they don't inspire a lot of confidence, but the General has to take the help she can get.
After all, Dominia is no ordinary martyr. She is THE HIEROPHANT'S DAUGHTER, and her Father won't let her switch sides without a fight. Not when she still has so much to learn.

The fast-paced first entry of an epic cyberpunk trilogy, THE HIEROPHANT'S DAUGHTER is a horror/sci-fi adventure sure to disturb yet inspire adult readers of all stripes. Be sure to keep an eye out for THE GENERAL'S BRIDE, available on August 14th, 2019!

"The Hierophant's Daughter is a gripping read from start to finish. I highly recommend it."-Tessa Dick, author of Philip K. Dick: Remembering Firebright & Conversations With Philip K. Dick

Excerpt of Chapter 1:


The Flight of the Governess

The Disgraced Governess of the United Front was blind in her right eye. Was that blood in the left, or was it damaged, too? The crash ringing in her ears kept her from thinking straight. Of course her left eye still worked: it worked well enough to prevent her from careening into the trees through which she plunged. Yet, for the tinted flecks of reality sometimes twinkling between crimson streaks, she could only imagine her total blindness with existential horror. Would the protein heal the damage? How severely was her left eye wounded? What about the one she knew to be blind—was it salvageable? Ichigawa could check, if she ever made it to the shore.

She couldn’t afford to think that way. It was a matter of “when,” not of “if.” She would never succumb. Neither could car accident, nor baying hounds, nor the Hierophant himself keep her from her goal. She had fourteen miles to the ship that would whisk her across the Pacific and deliver her to the relative safety of the Risen Sun. Then the Lazarene ceremony would be less than a week away. Cassandra’s diamond beat against her heart to pump it into double time, and with each double beat, she thought of her wife (smiling, laughing, weeping when she thought herself alone) and ran faster. A lucky thing the Governess wasn’t human! Though, had she remained human, she’d have died three centuries ago in some ghetto if she’d lived past twenty without becoming supper. Might have been the easier fate, or so she lamented each time her mind replayed the crash of the passenger-laden tanque at fifth gear against the side of their small car. How much she might have avoided! 

Of course—then she never would have known Cassandra. That made all this a reasonable trade. Cold rain softened the black earth to the greedy consistency of clay, but her body served where her eyes failed. The darkness was normally no trouble, but now she squinted while she ran and, under sway of a dangerous adrenaline high, was side-swiped by more than one twisting branch. The old road that was her imme¬diate goal, Highway 128, would lead her to the coast of her favorite Jurisdiction, but she now had to rediscover that golden path after the crash’s diversion. In an effort to evade her pursuers, she had torn into a pear orchard without thought of their canine companions. Not that the soldiers of the Americas kept companions like Europa’s nobles. These dogs were tools. Well-honed, organic death machines with a cultivated taste for living flesh, whether martyr or human. The dogs understood something that most had forgotten: the difference between the two was untenable. Martyrs could tell themselves they were superior for an eter¬nity, but it wouldn’t change the fact that the so-called master race and the humans they consumed were the same species.

That was not why Cassandra had died, but it hadn’t contributed to their marital bliss. And now, knowing what she did of the Hierophant’s intentions—thinking, always, what Cassandra would have said—the Governess pretended she was driven by that ghost, and not by her own hopelessness. Without the self-delusion, she was a victim to a great many ugly thoughts, foremost among them being: Was the fear of life after her wife’s death worth such disgrace? A death sentence? Few appreciated what little difference there was between human and martyr, and fewer cared, because caring was fatal. But she was a part of the Holy Family. Shouldn’t that have been all that mattered? Stunning how, after three centuries, she deserved to be treated no better than a human. Then again, there was nothing quite like resignation from one’s post to fall in her Father’s estimate. Partly, he was upset by her poor timing—she did stand him up at some stupid press event, but only because she hoped it would keep everybody occupied while she got away. In that moment, she couldn’t even remember what it was. Dedicating a bridge? Probably. Her poor head, what did the nature of the event matter when she was close to death?

That lapse in social graces was not the reason for this hunt. He understood that more lay behind her resignation than a keening for country life. Even before he called her while she and the others took the tanque to the coast, he must have known. Just like he must have known the crash was seconds from happening while he chatted away, and that the humans in her company, already nervous to be within a foot of the fleeing Governess, were doomed. Of the many people remaining on Earth, those lumped into the group of “human” were at constant risk of death, mutilation, or—far worse—unwilling martyrdom. This meant those humans lucky enough to avoid city-living segregation went to great lengths to keep their private properties secure. Not only houses but stables. The Disgraced Governess found this to be true of the stables into which she might have stumbled and electrocuted herself were it not for the bug zaps of rain against the threshold’s surface. Her mind made an instinctive turn toward prayer for the friendliness of the humans in the nearby farmhouse—an operation she was quick to abort. In those seconds (minutes?) since the crash, she’d succeeded in reconstructing the tinted windows of the tanque and a glimpse of silver ram’s horns: the Lamb lurked close enough to hear her like she spoke into his ear. It was too much to ask that he be on her side tonight.

Granted, the dogs of the Lamb were far closer, and far more decisive about where their loyalties stood. One hound sank its teeth into her ankle, and she, crying out, kicked the beast into its closest partner with a crunch. Slower dogs snarled outrage in the distance while the Disgraced Governess ran to the farmhouse caught in her left periphery. The prudent owners, to her frustration, shuttered their windows at night. Nevertheless, she smashed her fist against the one part of the house that protruded: the doorbell required by the Hierophant’s “fair play” dictatum allowing the use of electronic barriers. As the humans inside stumbled out of bed in response to her buzzing, the Disgraced Governess unholstered her antique revolver and unloaded two rounds into the recovered canines before they were upon her. The discharge wasn’t a tip-off she wanted to give to the Lamb and her other pursuers, but it hastened the response of the sleeping farmers as the intercom crackled to life.

“Who is it?” A woman’s voice, quivering with an edge of panic.

“My name is Dominia di Mephitoli: I’m the former Governess of the United Front, and I need to borrow a horse. Please. Don’t let me in. Just drop the threshold on your stables.”

“The Governess? I’m sorry, I don’t understand. The Dominia di Mephitoli, really? The martyr?”

“Yes, yes, please. I need a horse now.” Another dog careened around the corner and leapt over the bodies of his comrades with such grace that she wasted her third round in the corpses. Two more put it down as she shouted into the receiver. “I can’t transfer you any credits because they’ve frozen my Halcyon account, but I’ll leave you twenty pieces of silver if you drop the threshold and loan me a horse. You can reclaim it at the docks off Bay Street, in the township of Sienna. Please! He’ll kill me.”

“And he’ll be sure to kill us for helping you.”

“Tell him I threatened you. Tell him I tricked you! Anything. Just help me get away!”

“He’ll never believe what we say. He’ll kill me, my husband, our children. We can’t.”

“Oh, please. An act of mercy for a dying woman. Please, help me leave. I can give you the name of a man in San Valentino who can shelter you and give you passage abroad.”

“There’s no time to go so far south. Not as long as it takes to get across the city.”

It had been ten seconds since she’d heard the last dog. That worried her. With her revolver at the ready, she scanned the area for something more than the quivering roulette blotches swelling in her right eye. Nothing but the dead animals. “He’ll kill you either way. For talking to me, and not keeping me occupied until his arrival. For knowing that there’s disarray in his perfect land. He’ll find a reason, even if it only makes sense to him.”

The steady beat of rain pattered out a passive answer. On the verge of giving up, Dominia stepped back to ready herself for a fight—and the house’s threshold dropped with an electric pop. The absent mauve shimmer left the façade bare. How rare to see a country place without its barrier! A strange thing. Stranger for the front door to open; she’d only expected them to do away with the threshold on the stables.

But, rather than the housewife she’d anticipated, there stood the Hierophant. Several bleak notions clicked into place.

One immaculate gray brow arched. “Now, Dominia, that’s hardly fair. Knowledge of your disgrace isn’t why I’ll kill them. The whole world will know of it tomorrow morning. You embarrassed me by sending your resignation, rather than making the appearance I asked of you, so it is only fair I embarrass you by rejecting your resignation and firing you publicly. No, my dear. I will kill these fine people to upset you. In fact, Mr. McLintock is already dead in the attic. A mite too brave. Of course”—he winked, and whispered in conspiracy—“don’t tell them that.”

“How did you know I’d come here?”

“Such an odd spurt of rain tonight. Of all your Jurisdictions, this one is usually so dry this time of year! Won’t you come in for tea? Mrs. McLintock brews a fine pot. But put that gun away. You’re humiliating yourself. And me.”

Dominia, with some delay for her trembling, slid the gun into its holster, then entered a building that gleamed with history. Such a nice ranch house, with generations of pictures on walls that had themselves been carefully preserved, or identically restored. People were metic¬ulous with homes like these. They lived. This one had been around a long time. Two millennia, based on the style. Centuries of love and care, about to be disrupted by a terrible bath of blood. A friendlier dog than the ones outside greeted her at the door, and the Hierophant bent to ruffle its floppy black ears. “A new friend for the Lamb, perhaps, after you’ve cruelly killed three.”

“As poor a guard dog as he’s proved tonight, I don’t think he’s the hunting sort.”

“Of course not. But we can always use more pets, can’t we?”

Wasn’t that the use of courtiers? She kept the joke to herself. In an intimate, doily-filled drawing room, the Hierophant drew an antique oak chair from the matching table and patted its scroll-carved back. Dominia lowered into the place set in anticipation of her coming, wherefrom she, scowling, studied him with she had already begun to consider her “good eye.” The Hierophant, that eerie smile never leaving his pale lips, poured the tea as he spoke.

“I remember when you were first martyred. You’d pout at every supper, refuse to eat your food. I ought to have seen this night arriving.”

“You did. You only pretended not to.”

“True! I always like to think I’ve some small say in destiny. That if I ignore inevitability hard enough, it shall not rear its head. But that never seems to be the case. These tedious things all end the same.”

“This is drugged, I suppose.”

“It’s as if you don’t know me. How passé! No, my dear, I only wish to speak to you and—Carol?”

Now the berobed, befuddled woman Dominia had expected made her belated appearance. The Hierophant flashed her a smile stupid men cherished and wiser men feared. “I don’t suppose you’ve a few spare pastries?”

“Some donuts for the children,” she mumbled automatically, paling to have reminded herself, and the Hierophant, of their existence.

“Well, far be it from me to take food from the mouths of babes. Why not bring them to share with us! Rouse the tykes from bed. I love to see sweet, sleepy faces.” “Please,” said the woman.

“No,” said Dominia.

The Hierophant’s black eyes danced between them. “I suppose it is rather late for sugar, but you ladies are taking this much too seriously. Carol, dear: go get the children. Or would you rather I fetch them?”

That suggestion chased her right up the stairs. The Holy Father smiled as he plucked with huge hands a delicate teacup adorned with painted roses; the gesture resembled that of a better father, playing tea with his daughter’s tiny plastic saucers. “What a hostess. Up at two in the morning with such moxie!”

“Why are you doing this?”

“Don’t you wish for a bit of civility amid all the violence and terror? You looked like you could use a sit-down. Please, drink the tea.”

With a sniff that detected nothing but jasmine, she did, and broke up the heretofore uninterrupted taste of blood to which she had adjusted. Meanwhile, the flow of blood had stopped above her left eye, and a little shard of glass was pushed out by the work of the sacred protein. That good protein, her one friend. While she blinked the shard away in relief to know she was not fully blind, she finished her tea and tried to calculate a way out of the house before he got his hands on her. No chance of that. A bonny pair of children soon tumbled down the stairs, wired from their mother’s angst and promises of midnight donuts. The Hierophant laughed in delight and clapped his hands, and the girl gasped in wonder.

“Isn’t that the Holo Man?”

“It’s the Hierophant, Betty.” Exclaiming this, the boy froze at the entrance of the room. Their mother whisked past, her anxious stare trained on the Hierophant to whom the girl, brash with innocence, giddily darted. Wiser with his eight years of dread, the boy licked his lips. “Has our family done something wrong?” “No, no. There will be donuts.” Pleased, the Hierophant turned his attention to the girl, whose golden locks fell in disarray while he whisked her up to bounce upon his knee. “I do love children,” sang the martyr, far taller in the presence of the doll-like girl. Dominia gripped the table to remind herself of her own size. “They take joy in such simple things. Their courageous connection to the moment, that joie de vivre, has yet to be deadened by social laws.”

The Governess couldn’t hold her tongue. “By your laws.”

“God’s laws. There are men, and there are martyrs. That is a fact about which nothing can be done—no more than anything can be done about the martyr’s inherent superiority. Thank you, Carol.” He turned his smile to the tense woman who deposited plates of donuts before her unwelcome guests. On eye contact, her pupils shrank to pinpoints. With a lingering stare for her daughter, she hustled her son to the corner of the sofa and sat with him, one iron hand clamped to the base of his neck. “You always had a problem accepting that,” resumed the Hierophant, breaking up the powdered pastry and offering half to the bright-eyed girl. “Our superiority, I mean. Oh, you tucked your ideals away with enough years’ worth of tutors, and enough time spent in the proper culture, but I admit that I saw your regression the instant you took up governance of the Front. Even after your sordid military career, your heart is too soft for these more difficult matters. Will you continue to let Cassandra’s unraveling destroy your future?”

“She didn’t ‘unravel.’ You drove her insane. She died because of you. She—”

“Is this a topic for young ears? Please, dear. I must apologize, Carol: despite my best efforts, my duckling never grew into a swan as did her younger sister. There are always kinks worked out with older models. Your name was ‘Betty,’ wasn’t it, princess?” At the oblivious girl’s happy nod from behind her powder-coated fingers, the Hierophant offered her the other half of his donut. “Well, Betty, you remind me an awful lot of my Lavinia. Do you know who Lavinia is?”

At the name, the girl’s eyes widened, and she preened as any small child would when compared to royalty so high. “She’s the real princess! The best princess in the whole world, and the prettiest!”

“She certainly is. What do you think of Lavinia, darling girl?”

“That she’s pretty,” emphasized the child again. How old was she? Three, going on four? How old had Dominia been when the Hierophant martyred her? Seven, or eight. He preferred that humans did the bulk of early raising; bed-wetting increased the transition’s already unbearable difficulty. She had to lean on her notion of his preference and hope that he had only bluffed about his killing mood. There was no moving faster than him. No wasting a bullet on him. At the slightest provocation, or none, he would snap the girl’s neck and be on the mother and her son two seconds later. Dominia already saw it happening and willed the images away as the child continued rattling off that Lavinia, “Gets to live in a castle with a lot of horses and doggies and all her friends. And she sings pretty, too.”

“Ah, doesn’t she.” The Hierophant smiled with fondness, then pointed across the table at Dominia. “Do you know who that is?” he asked in a half whisper. The girl, who had been glad to have the donuts but reluctant to look at the bloodied Governess, now followed his finger and shook her head.

“What’s wrong with her eye?”

“I know who she is,” called the boy, to his mother’s visible anguish. “She’s the Governess of the whole United Front, all North America.”

“‘Was’ the Governess, lad. Come here.” The Hierophant waved a regal hand, and over came the boy, in danger far graver than his sister by virtue of age. As Dominia’s breath stilled, the Holy Father reached across the table to pluck up her donut in offering to the boy. “What’s your name?”

“Murph McLintock.” Donut acquired, the breathless child edged toward the Governess as much as manners allowed.

“Do you see the Disgraced Governess’s eye, Murphy?” asked the Hierophant. The boy turned to regard the (slightly) less notoriously evil martyr.

“It’s all full of blood.”

“Let’s play a game. What do you reckon the odds that the Disgraced Governess’s eye will stay intact ’til morning?”

The grim boy regarded the jelly extruding from the edge of the donut. “What happened to her?”

“Dominia? Would you tell Murphy what happened?”

With a resentful glance at her Father, Dominia turned her good eye toward the boy. “I was in a car accident. On the way to the shore.”

Her Father pressed. “To do what?”


“To run away,” corrected the Hierophant, his solemn expression still aimed at Murph. “To abandon her post and deliver information to the enemy. This woman is a criminal.”

Face writ with anxiety, the boy stepped back from the table. The Hierophant’s smile never wavered.

“Have you ever met a martyr before, lad?”

The boy shook his head.

“What do you think? Is a martyr different from a human?”

“Dad says—”

“I don’t care what ‘Dad’ says. I want to know what Murphy says.”

Between the Hierophant and the Governess, the boy swallowed like his saliva had been replaced by sand.

“Yes. Martyrs are different from humans.”

“And how are we different?”

“Well, humans are born, and then we die. But martyrs are born human, and then they die, and then they’re born again as martyrs.”

“And what happens when they’re born again? What makes a martyr superior to a human?”

The boy’s face tightened, and Dominia thought, that’s right, we’re not superior, there’s nothing that makes a martyr superior, nothing that merits his treatment of humans, and you don’t have to say it; but, of course, she didn’t vocalize this thought. Instead, she sat frozen as she’d been in the instant of Cassandra’s death. She was back in that dark and bloody room until Murph said, “Well, they’re fast, and strong. Some are geniuses—magical, almost, like you. They don’t have to worry about anything, even if they get into an accident and need a wheelchair like my aunt Hilda. ’Cause they get better so fast. My aunt doesn’t live here,” added the child, chin raised in a defensive posture. The Hierophant chuckled to himself.

“And what does a martyr need, my boy, to sustain that second life?”

“Human flesh.” The boy spared a reluctant glance for his sister in the Hierophant’s lap. “Or blood.”

“That’s right: although, flesh is better. And how is a martyr made?”

“By eating,” whispered Murphy.

“Yes, dear boy. By eating the flesh or drinking the blood of a martyr. And other means, of course, not suited for young ears.” The Hierophant winked at pale Carol, who rested her elbow upon the back of the couch and cradled her forehead in that worried hand. “What other things are passed that way, lad? Outside of martyrdom?” “Well, sicknesses. But it’s a sickness, isn’t it? Martyrdom? It’s a kind of sickness, and that’s why all the rich people left in—when was it, Mom? I saw on the history program one day, but I don’t remember. After Mars was good enough for people to start living there.”

“1744 Anno Lucis,” his mother answered from behind closed eyes. “My ancestor wasn’t quite seventeen, too young to go with her fiancé, so they forged her documents and pretended she was eighteen. They had to leave their baby behind, and that’s why we’re still here.”

“To think, Carol, you begged before to know why I was here— coming as you do from a family of criminals! Martyrdom is not a sickness, my boy. It is the cure to sickness—all sickness. But it is more than mere earthly cure. It is a mission. A privilege. It is an honor in which one becomes part of something grander than oneself. Grander than one might ever comprehend. One becomes a gift to the world. To reject that, and see that as anything but a privilege…do you suppose that is right, Murphy? Do you think it is fair that a martyr should reject the role chosen for them? Should they deny the importance of their task, and the importance of the tasks being done by their brethren?”

Caught in a trap by the sensibilities of his age, the reluctant boy shook his head. The Hierophant’s hands spread in Dominia’s direction. “There you are, my girl! I have no choice.”

He snatched her right eye from her skull in a motion so quick Dominia could only scream in tandem with the children before pro¬pelling from the table to writhe upon the floor. Blood oozed through her fingers while her legs kicked to fend off the pain; meanwhile, the girl’s panicked feet carried her cries to her mother. With his most feline expression of amusement, the Hierophant dipped the much-abused sac into his tea.

“We never did place a proper bet, lad, so I’ll count that as a ‘win’ on my part, if you don’t mind. Do you like your life the way it is?”

“No!” Dominia arched her back against the pain and gnashed her teeth, unable to lift her hand away to view the unfolding scene. “Don’t do it! Don’t do it, you bastard!”

“I will deal with you at an opportune juncture,” said the Hierophant. “Come here, Murphy. Answer the Holy Father.”

Again, obligated by well-instilled values, the boy neared with but a flicker of attention for the crying mother who cradled her second child and prayed for her first. Amid all her screaming pain, Dominia thought to herself how praying would only make the situation worse, but she had no strength to say it as her free hand fumbled around her belt.

“I love my parents.”

“And your sister?”

With more reluctance: “Yes.”

As the boy answered, the Hierophant lifted the lid of the sugar bowl and scooped a few generous teaspoons into the cup. “What if I told you that you could keep your family safe from me forever? All you’d need do is trade your life for them.”

“No,” cried Dominia again, a word useless to him.

The wise child asked, “You don’t mean really die, do you?”

The Hierophant smiled in that mockery of patriarchal tenderness which was his trademark. “No, I don’t. It has been a long time since I’ve been a new grandparent.” “Murphy, don’t.” His mother made one futile plea, but the boy looked in her eyes and saw her fear, saw her neck wet with the tears of his sister. Strangled with grief, Murph turned back to the Hierophant.

“I’d do it for them.”

“You’ll come with me and grow into a man who will never age beyond his apex. Never sicken. Never die. You’ll have wealth beyond measure, more friends than you could count; I’ll make you a duke, or an earl. Not so bad a trade for your old human life? For your family’s lives?” Mute, the boy shook his head. The smiling Hierophant offered the cup of tea and blood. That nauseating admixture stood poised millim¬eters from the boy’s lips when Dominia managed to lift the gun and, half blind, pull the trigger.

She would wish for the rest of her life that she had gotten the shot off sooner, and that Murphy’s last memory of life before the bullet ended his suffering wasn’t the tea of ocular matter nearing his lips for the sake of his cowering family. She would wish and wish and it would never change, that second of realization that she had killed a child to save him from martyrdom. Nothing about it would change, neither that cry from his mother, which pierced the air for miles around, nor that cold, dead-faced look from the Hierophant, who regarded the corpse, then his daughter, with disappointment.

“That was a stupid thing to do.”

“Well, you know me.” Dominia took a haggard breath while the Hierophant, in a petty rage, stormed across the room to snap the necks of both mother and daughter. It was the most painless death possible for either of them after the night’s direction. “I’ve never been your favorite.”

“You could have been, had you ever tried to adapt. Nothing you could have done for me, for the Family, ever could have made you my favorite child until you accepted my love into your heart! Yet you have always refused it, that love. All the things I gave you—all the sacrifice, the attention and education. The land. Your governance! Oh, Dominia, what an awful shame!”

Feeling pathetic, Dominia endeavored to turn her last bullet on herself, but recalled as she pulled the trigger that her last had been spent on Murph. The Hierophant swept the gun out of her hand, as angry as if she’d been successful. “No, no, no. You ridiculous woman. Shall I take both your eyes? Eager as you are to destroy your world, I would do you a favor by blinding you to it.”

“Fuck you,” she said, and was whipped across the face with the handle of the gun.

“I have never been as humiliated by your mouth as I was tonight. What a pitiful waste.”

He drew back his leg and kicked Dominia once, hard, in the stom¬ach. As her hand shifted protection from her eye socket to her winded gut, the Holy Father clutched her by the throat to fling her against the table. Precious more than a rag doll, she lay upon the broken shards of a porcelain vase and its half-dead posies. The Hierophant regarded her with a heavy sigh.

“Oh, Dominia, my dear. How sad I am to leave you thus. Should I tear out your tongue to let you drown in your blood? That would be easiest, perhaps. Instead, I’ll take these.” He bent and, with one great hand, forced open her jaw. With the other, he reached into her mouth. After a sickening snap-crunch-pop, first came one silver fang, then came the next. Dominia kicked and screamed, and the family’s border collie crawled into the room to bark in an effort it knew was fruitless. The Hierophant was careful his fingers were free of her teeth before allowing her to shut her mouth again. Then he slipped the cuspids into the pocket of his waistcoat, wiped his hands clean of blood on Dominia’s leather breeches, and smiled at the dog.

“Hello, hello! How are you? Aren’t you a lovely boy.”

As the towering man approached it, hand outstretched, the dog’s ears pinned back. It edged away with a growl.

< “So upset. Wouldn’t you like a new friend?”

Once, twice, the dog barked, and Dominia, when she turned her head, caught a glimpse of white tooth. Please, go hide! But the Hierophant chuckled over his shoulder at the Disgraced Governess.

“Perhaps I’ll leave him to keep you company while you die.” With a lamp from an end table, the Hierophant shattered the most modern object in the room—the holo-center and its attached phone, all tucked in the corner by the couch. Too woozy to protest as he shattered the projector and tore wires from the installation within the wall, Dominia let her head roll back against the floor. “Call some friends on your watch if you’d like us to trace their numbers, assuming you haven’t excised yourself of friends as you’ve tried to excise yourself of family. It’s a few hours until dawn. When it comes, why not crawl to meet it? A few minutes after, you’ll have nothing to worry about. Oh, but—leave the door open behind you. Wouldn’t want the dog to starve once his family is down to bones.”

As her Father’s back receded along with her gun, her teeth, and her sense of reality, existence faded into the whine of the dog. How funny: after all this time, all this luck, all one thousand battles, Dominia felt certain she’d die in her sleep.

Fate, of course, would never be so kind.

About M.F.:

M. F. Sullivan lives and works in Ashland, Oregon, having completed THE LIGHTNING STENOGRAPHY DEVICE, the psychedelic follow-up to the transgressive DELILAH, MY WOMAN. Her forthcoming series, THE DISGRACED MARTYR TRILOGY, will be released over nine months from May 2019 through January 2020.

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Tuesday, April 16, 2019

Top Ten Tuesday: Rainy Day Reads

Happy Tuesday everyone!  Welcome to the Top Ten Tuesday now hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl.  This week's topic is Rainy Day Reads (submitted by Shayna @ Clockwork Bibliotheca).  After each title I'm sharing the best type of rain for each title.  Here we go, in no particular order:

Jane Eyre by Charlotte Brontë - just misting

Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë - raging thunderstorm

Sherlock Holmes by Arthur Conan Doyle - raining cats and dogs

Twilight by Stephenie Meyer - overcast with a light rain

The Shining by Stephen King - fat raindrops to a freezing rain

The Fall of the House of Usher by Edgar Allan Poe - a dreary downpour

Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda by Becky Albertalli - a light drizzle

The Girl on the Train by Paula Hawkins - rain pelting down along the windows

The Merciless by Danielle Vega - a thunderstorm with hail and a tornado

The Help by Kathryn Stockett - a sunshower

Have you read any of these books?  What books do you think are perfect for a rainy day?  As always thanks for visiting my blog and perhaps even commenting down below!